I am here...Speyside.

Actually this isn't the Spey, it is a Lochan and it is in Glen More but it is a pretty loch. (An Lochan Usine).

So life after 10 days as a resident is as is I am here on "holiday" because my day consists of 2 or 3 visits to my dad, cooking and eating our dinner together, trying to sort through all his stuff in the house and slot our stuff into the space left.

Ralph comes up in 10 days time and after my weekend away then perhaps it will start to sink in.

After a tearful week at the farm before my move and a tearful week here as the "New Home" cards flooded in and I saw a cow or I came across a piece of paper with my mum's writing on it...I am now at last on a more even keel.

Yesterday helped, when the girls (Moss and Pip) and I went up a mountain together and looked across the world from the top. Talk about space...

Scotland is a stunningly beautiful country. People always compare beautiful countries to Scotland, New Zealand for example, and here I am living it!